So after being super emotional I got my shit together and here’s how.
- healing crystals
- keeping mind distracted (baby bro, YouTube,)
- faking a smile and laughing a lot
- changing perception
I was able to slowly but surely move forward because of these things. The last thing I did which I believe to be important is go back and read the messages. I was so emotional at the time I read them that it lost it’s actual meaning. I created my own and obviously being sad and depressed I interpreted them in that way.
Now I feel silly because I wasn’t just that to him. He told me how much he appreciated me and that my personality is the bomb. But me being so hurt completely skipped through that.
Truth is I’ll always be a bit butthurt if I never hear from this fool again. I just gotta accept it if that’s they way things are gonna be, I know. But hey at least I made a good impact on this bitches life.